=)

2009-01-27T11:48:00.000-08:00

to signify a new year, i'm hopping over to lianyiting.blogspot.com !!! =) may the shit of 2008 be over and done with, well forgotten.

2009-01-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

haha just had the craziest cramp/pull or dunno wad on my left shoulder blade. like post swimming just stretching then the whole back cramped up. and i couldn't really walk, i couldn't breathe properly, when i breathed in, the front of my chest hurts. and apparently my face turned pale. aiya could've seen if i look better fair. but anw had to shuffle back o my room while struggling for breath but luckily after a bit of massage and like lying face down it was better and i slept. and it's more or less alright! hope it does'nt come back during cheer

2009-01-11T11:47:00.000-08:00

i am so psyched!! haha really glad the routine went up today, and i am really crossing my fingers about 14 jan. I REALLY NEED TO GET ALL THE STUNTS UP! arghhhh

oh and i shall deco my hall room. til it feels... erm, cosier?

and about stuff, sometimes i keep my emotions under control, sometimes the anger and the revulsion just sets in, and i feel that hot flash of hatred. i wish things get over and done with asap

2008-12-27T21:21:00.000-08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged, and i think i want a new blog skin!

had a crazy happy xmas eve with peixun eating cold rock creamery ice cream, and then we went to breckos where they gave us free whistles etc to countdown. haha and the waiters were wearing this xmas santa hats which we wanted, so we asked if we could have the hats, and BINGO! we had them.

and in the days after when i wore it, random ppl would come up to me and ask where i bought the hat, and i would be like, oh it's free.

haha just shows what u can get when u ask.

so anyway, everyone there didn't have countdown, and just suddenly, at the stroke of midnight, whistles were blown, party poppers popped, etc. me and px were damn sad at having no count down, so at 12.15, i set my hp time to 23.59 the day before again, and we had our own countdown, and blew whistles all over again. haha.

and thanks ade!!! had fun with u, dunno what to tell u about the SH, wish i could shake u til u not so bullyable!!! i love u babe u are hot and er. ya. my necklace and earrings present suits u right!!

we had awesome sushi tei and i ate 30 dollars worth of food! so guilty okay!!! no wonder i'm broke now i keep spending on stuff. oh and the soba there, the sushi, the wakame salad, the corn croquette, etc etc all not say v nice leh. i think ichiban is comparable and may even win. and it's so much cheaper!

then went march w hall dance ppl, and i was super early, ryan next, and we waited ten million years for the rest. had awesome mushroom soup and rosti and erm random stuff i koped, then we celebrated a belated daniel's bday with an awesome choc fondue!!! it was super super nice okay! plus his cake v nice too.

okay i dunno what else to type now, it's currently 1.29 pm and i'm stuck in my room, unable to go out and tortured by knocks on the door. it's ridiculous that i have to put up with constant knocking since 12+, 1. and not be able to leave my room because someone is waiting outside.

oh wells. i shall eat chocolate.

2008-11-09T13:51:00.001-08:00

3 new shocks today!

1) i was at siglap starbucks studying with vpaul then i went to the toilet. i rotated the lock 3/4, and it REALLY LOOKS PROPERLY LOCKED.

then i er doing my stuff and this person knocked. and i was like thinking wth i lock alr of course got ppl then wondering what to say like should i say "sorry there's somebody in here peeing!"

then while i was wondering, the DOOR OPENED?! freaking hell the lock needs to be ALL THE WAY IN TO LOCK PROPERLY?!

and...

it's a uni-sex toilet.

so just my luck, it was a guy.

i reali DID NOT WANT TO GO OUT after he "omg sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!" and slammed the door.

i dreaded it. i heard giggles what's more.

so ya, i came out, the guy apologised profusely, i nodded while refusing to look in his eye.

then he was too embarrassed i think, cos he somemore sat facing me. so he packed his books and left.

2) so i was thinking ok i reali can't control it anymore i need to pee but this time i will lock it secure.

so i went to the toilet, opened the door, and... TADAH!!!! guy inside peeing. apparently he didn't know about the lock to the max rule.

he turned, but before he could see who opened the door (i hope), i slammed it shut and scurried back to my seat.

LOL.

PLEASE STARBUCKS CHANGE THE FREAKING LOCK.

3) a supposed GB gift, turned into... i dunno. haha.

2008-11-08T06:33:00.000-08:00

and i deserve awesomeness

2008-11-06T01:14:00.000-08:00

KIDNAPPED?!?!?!?!

haha the CRAZIEST thing happened today!!

i was like in Non REM sleep stage 4 (i'm chionging psych) @ about 10 am this morning, when i was rudely awakened by my daddy pounding on my door. MY HALL DOOR.

i was kinda groggy, so the shock of seeing him there din sink in at first. then he went "u're okay, right?? why didn't you answer your call?!" etc etc, with the hall lady standing there, saying an officer wants to see me.

LOLLLL turns out some badass tiongs wanted to cheat my mum of 30k, and went to get a girl (who apparently sounds like me???) to call her and cry on the phone, saying stuff like "they hit my head!!! i'm bleeding they don't wanna let me go!!!! i don't know why!!!" then my mum asked to speak to the kidnapper and he went " your daughter has been disobedient. I am very angry. she forced me to beat her up. i beat her head in, and i'm really pissed" in tiongish accent in chinese.

my mum was like wth?!?!?! and suspected it may be a hoax, so she called my dad on the other phone and told him to ccall me, covering the mouthpiece etc.

but i was sleeping!!!!! and phone was on silent mode. so he couldn't get through, and my mum wanted to ask him to call the police to track the no. but she couldn't talk to him after that cos she was negotiatin with the "kidnapper".

the guy was like "wo he yi bang xiong di yao pao lu! gei wo men san wan kuai, wo jiu fang ni nu er zzzou!" (my gang of bros and i wanna make a getaway, give us 30k and we'll release ur daughter).

LIKE HELLO only tiongs say yi bang xiong di can.

then my mum DAMN FUNNY. she lied that she lost all her money investing in lehmann brothers LOLLLL 1k can or not.

the guy went like "u think i'm a beggar? u wan to save her then we negotiate. if not, i'll hang up! i'll break her legs and u can be prepared to collect her body!!"

then my mum panicked, and the bastard went on to say stuff like "I am going to rape her! i'm taking her clothes off now!" while the girl screamed and cried in the background.

-___________________________________-

WHAT ASSES LA. u think wad. ppl earn money earn until so jialat u stage a kidnap or really kidnap then can rob ppl of so much hardearned money ar. U GO MAKE UR GETAWAY LA! hope the boat sinks and some sharks happen by. LOSERS who have no pride or whatsoever. freaking earn their own money the right way la.

but anyway, i slept at 6am, and i wanted to slp til 12, AND COS OF THE PSEUDO KIDNAPPERS MY SLEEP WAS DISRUPTED AT 10! somemore i just studied sleep patterns, so i was calculating my sleep pattern, stage wad etc. bloody hell wasted my efforts. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ah hem. so i thought at least i'll mug more since i woke earlier, but NO AR. i stoned til now, 5.28 pm, and i've done nuts. grrrrrrrrr

2008-11-03T20:37:00.001-08:00

haha ten million pics to post up and all. but exams are coming!!!

guess the sketch challenge on facebook is SUPER addictive. should've started after exams =(

it feels reali good to wake up, look at my awesome pink bed and eat awesome breakfast. and stone. ie i missed my lectures again.

2008-10-26T13:43:00.000-07:00

i am getting really annoyed at your selfishness. from the start til now, it's always been about you getting what you want asap, and despite all your assurances that i can take my time, you've always been pressurising me into decisions.

The feeling i get from you is that if there is no guaranteed reciprocation, you won't bother taking the risk. And you know what? NORMAL PEOPLE TAKE RISKS WHEN THEY'RE WOOING SOMEONE. not withdraw into uncertainty the moment they realise the someone is not neccessarily going to accept him. If you're not even going to wait and have to have the assurance that i'll accept you before "stay put" and not "move on", then fine, move on.

2008-10-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

haha i have ten million photos of awesomeness to upload, ten million things to write about, and a gazillion tonnes of work to do cos exam is in - get this - 20 DAYS. holy cow!!

i shall hereby list out things i have to complete....

Yiting's Unawesome List of Things To Do

Browse advertisements
Read COM231 slides (1 day)
Read COM231 Textbook (2 days)
Do exam papers (half a day)
COM232 namecard designs (2 days)
COM232 textbook (is there one?!?!) (2 days)
COM232 slides (1 day)
COM232 exam papers (half day)
Psychology textbook (2 days)
Psychology slides (1 day)
Psychology exam papers (don't really need since i S/Ued! hohoho) ( half day)
Japaneses 2: write all word lists down thrice (2 days)
Read through jap textbooks (1 day)
Do all jap homework again (half day)
Practise listening and oral (erm. when i can)
COM258 textbook (2 days)
COM258 research (1 day)
COM258 memorisation (2 days)
COM207 (shucks i couldn't even remember this module for a while) slides (1 day)
COM207 readings (4 days)
Mindmaps (3 days)
Memorisation (3days)
Exam papers (half day)

TADAH! all those in 20 days, including today!!!!!!! except after counting i realise there's 32 and a half days required, so... TMD!!! i think have to factor in time during exam period.

hence my arrangement shall be:

COM232 namecard designs (2 days)
Psychology textbook (1 day)
Read COM231 slides (1 day)
Read COM231 Textbook (2 days)
Do exam papers (half a day)
COM258 textbook (2 days)
Japaneses 2: write all word lists down thrice (2 days)
Read through jap textbooks (1 day)
Do all jap homework again (half day)
Practise listening and oral (erm. when i can) so far it would have reached 4th nov
COM207 readings (4 days)
Mindmaps (3 days) ---13 nov

Leftover studying to be done here

13th nov onwards
COM258 research (1 day)
COM258 memorisation (1 day)
COM207 slides (1 day)
Memorisation (1 and half day)
Exam papers (half day)
Psychology textbook (1 day)

after 19th nov exam
Psych TB ( 1 day)
Psych slides (half day)

After psych exam mug 232 slides

I'm in deep shit!! why didn't i plan this earlier? could've died less!!! =(

2008-10-10T17:55:00.000-07:00

I have freaking sian over the stupid 232 poster design. I've been trying to highlight every single word i wrote on GIMP to mark as foreground so i can give the letters shadows so they can stand out from the background, but to do so, i have to click on the letters one by one, then wait for each click to load.

The thing is, the progress of highlighting the stuff can't be saved, so the moment i accidentally click a lil on the background, the entire back ground will be selected as well, and i have to redo the whole thing. I've been redoing the whole thing thrice, once when it was 5 letters from completion.

so ytd after an hour of clicking AGAIN, i had a quarter to go, then i rushed out to watch The House Bunny with LiEn at Tampines. I was rushing, and gave EXPLICIT instructions to my parents to NOT TOUCH MY LAPTOP AT ALL, and to NOT SHUT IT DOWN. i managed to catch the last train to tampines mall, and after watching the awesome bimbotism of the movie, i stayed over at lien's house, and now, at 9am, i'm back, and...

I'M REDOING THE FREAKING THING AGAIN.

cause my mum went to shift my laptop to the table instead of leaving it UNTOUCHED on the bed. and in the process clicked on my screen and deleted my entire image.

So right now, after ctrl Zing, i'm rehighlighint yet again, and tho i'm not mad at my mum cos er. yea maybe my bed would reali have caught fire due to my lappie's heat, I AM FREAKING PISSED AT THE FACT THAT GIMP FREAKING CANNOT SAVE PROGRESS OF SELECTING FOREGROUND AND I AM FREAKING DOIN GHT ESAME FREAKING THING AGAIN.

2008-10-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

it sucks when so much have changed, so many things have been given up and then HTYFG. or at least shows signs of it.

2008-10-02T01:23:00.000-07:00

haha. it was crazy.

went to nus to mug w peixun and yayan, and there was this awesome cosy mugging spot with lotsa wind. ended up chatting more than mugging, cos well, i missed u guys so much and we had so much to talk about haha.

and then it was soup spooning and mos ing w yonghow after the overnight "mugging". then mugging at starbucks. starbucks' food is improving! oh and someone had a large venti sized black coffee and went crazy after that. he was SUPER RESTLESS CAN!!! even when he was walking he was like wanting to hop up and down and kick around. and he was like obviously twitchingl ike crazy and itching to beat someone up or soemthing. we were still like, why do u have so much pentup energy suddenly and so restless, i dont know why too, kinda stuff til we realised it was after the venti coffee that he went mad. hoho.

so ppl, pls dun drink the combination of black coffee and venti size @ starbucks!!! unless u need to whack ppl up or bang ur head against the wall or something.

on another totally different note, I AM SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY FOR BRITNEY SPEARS! from going from sizzling hot chick to bulgy, slutty fugly mum, she has finally gone back to hot sizzling again!!!! awesomeness man....glad to see how radiant and healthy she looks now.

2008-09-29T19:22:00.001-07:00

but other times i'm glad w how life is, so glad i feel like hugging random neoprint machines. other times i start to wonder. And yet other times i'm sure things will work out just fine.

2008-09-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

ok i love this pic of awesome neonness!! ho ho ho. lazy to upload diving convocation dinner pics now, cos erm certain ppl haven't been photoshopped in. ho ho ho.

After trying DAMN HARD to act high, we got these pics:

But make no mistake, the music sucked. even when me and my frens sat down and the entire dancefloor did tt too (except for some er extremely high ppl), the DJ just BLATANTLY IGNORED OUR PROTEST and continued playing his techno while shaking his head crazily to the music of doom.

haha ultimate gayness.
see our sian face post event at macs =(

okays!! anyway diving convocation was AWESOMES to the SOMES. hahahahhaa. awesome icecream of doublescoopness. hokkaido ice cream rawks!!!! love the cones

2008-09-25T09:01:00.001-07:00

that kinda spoilt my day. =(

2008-09-20T11:45:00.000-07:00

HOHOHO! i was trying to like, erm practise my GIMP skills, cos er ya, so many things would require skillsorx in that area, so... i produced PIC OF DOOM. hahahhaha

anyway GIMP is an open source version of photoshop that's free and can do all that photoshop can, so..... hahahhahahaa.

haha!! i first had comments that oguri's head too big, so i changed it, then face too white, so i tanned it. and TADAH! he still looks weird though. =( and another comment i had from angeline was that his expression too stoned. BUT WHAT CAN I DO ABOUT THAT RIGHT. haha cos the other pictures whereby he's smiling his face tilted at wrong angle leh!!!!

then after i posted a pic up jason said that the contrast for oguri's face and mine v different so i changed it again!!!!!

OKAY TOOK ANOTHER SUGGESTION FROM MY BRO SO TADAH! blurred the sides of his face alil

SORRY YONGHOW. hahaha i just use for fun only. erm. to prac skills in GIMP. u noe. for my future and all that. u know i love you still!!!

okay not exactly pro BUUUT at least i can select foreground, burn, blur, heal, clone now!!!! =D

2008-09-12T11:56:00.000-07:00

Yay! happy belated birthday lien!!

so glad to see u !!! and peixun and yayan. it's so superawesome to be w BFFs like u guys whom i know i can trust no matter what who won't turn around and do shit to me. u guys are 3 in a million!

anyway, woo peixun i'm jealous!! ur eiffel tower is awesome. and lion u got awesome sweet feast too huh. oh wells.

yes yayan u owe me big!! holy cow la. by the time i realised the 30 was no where near ntu i was at kallang cc and i was so desperate to believe that i still had a chance of ending up in ntu that i sat 2 more stops before the road sign "geylang" made me realise i am definitely not on the right track to sch. =( haha

i'm really quite stressed over the bloody work that's piling up. for non cs-ians (lucky ppl), i shall whine once again about how bloody busy life is now.

like i've been telling ppl on msn, COM231 and COM232 taken together are weekend killers!

com231: every bloody week a new brand to campaign for, with print ads, websites, guerilla tactics etc to design, with 5 days only cos lec on wed and tut on mon. and a NEW campaign each week.

com232: 1st week - 30 t shirt designs

2nd wk - choose one and do 15 variations

3rd week - choose one and do 3 variations

4th wk - print out shirt on A2 and present

5th week - new poster design to start on!!!

holy shit la. okay i shall stop whining since i'm over my emo i-am-so-hurt-and-upset-i-am-going-to-be-a-hermit stage. like, so over.

anyway Gossip Girl is like. THE show. haha never fails to excite me on tuesdays while waiting for ppl to upload it.

XOXO yiting!!! hohohho

basssket

2008-09-08T06:24:00.000-07:00

STCNBU.

okays i am tralalatrilled that stupid t shirt is done, albeit a lil shoddily thanks to my lousy camera and failed 3-D look. But the unawesome thing is that there's the stupid art direction poster thingy up next, and DAMN WHY CAN'T THEY GIVE US A BREAK.

wonder what the next com231 assignment is. this sunday shall be my zen photoshop self-learning day.

i am disgusting now cos i haven't bathed so i shall bathe.

life can drive u crazy with it's shit and routine boredom. And it's like doing crazy things saves you from mental unstability. life needs a lil craziness for people to stay sane.

2008-09-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

OMFG my tshirt design is killing me. talk about tough. I HATE PHOTOSHOP. can't everyone stick to paint. at least paint with the smoothing out wrinkles photoshop function. and healing. spot healing. okay nvm.

next sunday shall be my explore photoshop day. and i shall erm. take up video lessons for COM206 during the hols. Or whatever.

Getting my mum's Mac!! yay. screw toshiba.

2008-09-05T07:41:00.001-07:00

okays i realised my current awesome blogskin suits these kinda wordy entries, not my previous photoflooded entry, which is good, cos my photos can only be uploaded one by one or it'll jam, so it's tedious for me to do photo entries, but i want something to remember my uni life by when i am old. provided internet still exists.

anyway, v v happy tt i've lost the 5kg i put on since being w a certain eat-like-a-monster-float-like-a-bee guy, and i aim to lose still a bit more. i was talking to jiggly puff and she's dieting too, and at first i was still thinking and saying, huh not fat wad. u look good like that like seriously, but i totally got it when she said it's just a personal omg i dunno wad word she used, something along the lines of personal fulfilment. I totally get that, like even if ppl say my size is ok wad diet for wad, i will still wan to be slightly thinner to look better, so i realised probably every girl is dieting, even guys are dieting too.

That's when i realised how tragic i am, cos even as i am typing this i still intend to keep to my eat many meals but in smaller portions diet to lose weight, but here i am about to ramble on about how sad it is that girls are supposed to be thin and we all want to lose weight and even skinny ppl (like REALI SKINNY) can pinch their thighs and go "see i'm fat". But i can totally understand that. Being thin just er looks good? i dunno. like after my stuffing myself w sushi day i actually wanted to MOVE and go swimming to lose the calories. But sad to say my butt got psychologically glued to the bed and i just nuahed and by the time i rallied it was 10 pm and i told myself that i am scared of ghosts so cannot swim at night.

Yea, but seriously i dunno ANY girl who is more than stick thin who is not dieting or intend not to diet. even some skinny ppl want to diet.

but ok random nonsense that was. i have just looked at my wardrobe in disgust and i think i shall try to neatify it, but right now my butt is again psychologically glued to the seat so i shall mentally unglue it first. ok where's my mental thinner. ( or issit tinner btw pun not intended)

2008-09-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

Had awesome sushi outing just now! haha with the jiggly puff. stuffed my face w more than 10 plates of sushi just to get my money's worth =D HAPPY HAPPY!!!
This was the highlight man!! i can't tell u HOW MANY MANY times i've wanted to get this, but cos it was a red plate, i didn't, but AWESOME SAKAE SUSHI HAS 16+ SGD OFFER FOR BELOW 21 BUFFET!!!! and.. andd..... IT INCLUDES A FREE RED PLATE~!!!! =)=)

sigh.. the awesomeness of chuka wakame.

had a great bitching time w the puff, and i have to say, ICHIBAN OWNS SAKAE ANYDAY.

haha went out w the babes! to TCC. =) missed u guys! so so much.

haha prev sushi outing with the lyon and the puff

I love publishing ppl's tak glam pics! hiax

and Hall 2 DnD '08!!!!!!

Yatta went as nerds, except for me jade junyang. i went as paris hilton, jade went as audrey hepburn, and junyang as the saw guy i think. lotsa awesome pics, but lazy to upload, so i shall just upload the damn awesomely costumed ppl!!!

haha retarded nerd =P

paris and audrey!!

haha i love this guy's helmet!!!

haha future roomie and pageant girl grace! oh shit my fringe looks like shit.

haha awesome pageant guy and girl!! lawrence and grace =D with the junyang.

me and hall king! I'm the hall king hahaha

hall king and ex-hallking!!! =D

this is junyang. i SWEAR the lighting was a coincidence!

qianqi and me. pls la where got nerd so hot one!!! more like hentai sch teacher =P

Gorgeous piratesses!!!

HORRIFYING fellow ah lian!

gavin chennee yiting janice xiangting jade

haha the mafia groups!!! xiangting! (ex hall queen)

Me and Chennee. damn hot pls.

zhen hao me

haha i love this group'soutfit!!! siying me wendy

siying damn chio la

grace and me! she damn cute!

haha definitely one of the most all-out costumes!! great legs simin

haha rabbit ears dunno whose costume =P

charissa and me! haha another hentai kawaii nerd.

jiacun and me. omg all-out nerd he even stuck a paper on his back with a toroise drawn and the words "kick me". and the tie looks tjcian. which qualifies him as awesomely nerd outfit me daphne jade! daphne is damn cute pls

me daphne

haha crazy awesome makeup on zongming. hot hot sia!

me and jade with awesome flowers not meant for us!

haha london guards w me!

sexy piratess!! kill me kill me!! (haha sounds damn wrong)

haha i love this outfit!!! peter pan angie! damn cute pls!

haha the peterpan thing

nerds yatta!

audrey hepburn. gorgeous sia!

junyang!

haha at TCC @ clarke quay w yh after collecting my pay!

2008-08-29T12:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, I need to practise typing without Singlish.

I love my blogskin. like ~~reali~~ really. I mean, it just brightens up my day.
Haha, hope you found a similar one that is as awesome as this okay, Lisan?
It feels weird typing in perfect English. ~~REALI~~ Really ~~kinda~~ kind of weird.

Okay I give up.

Anyway Jiggly Puff u just have no idea how to appreciate an awesome, cheery blogskin for an awesome, cheery person like me :D

Rules of not oversleeping stuff -edited-

If it is past 3am and there's an 8.30am lecture, DON'T BOTHER SLEEPING
Reali, reali, DO NOT SET PHONE ON SILENT MODE for wake up calls
Remember that bf is not failproof in waking people up
Play awesome songs like You Make Me Wanna, I don't love you, Accidentally in Love, Sorry Ms Jackson, linkin park and chemromance stuff. DON'T WANNA MISS A THING and Bon Jovi songs would make me weep and go back to bed.

Okay, awesome Sakae Sushi outing on thur! SUSHI SUSHI EAT THEM UP! SUSHI SUSHI GOBBLE THEM DOWN! ok, it's actually a rushed outing, from 3-430 if i sneak out of class and run fast enough, and jiggly skips a bit of her biz law. BUT STILL. if we eat one plate of sushi per 5 min we can consume 18 plates. 15 in case of emergencies.

SUSHISUSHISUSHI YEA!!!!

okays i'm starving. and i just ate. ok it was not JUST. but almost just.

PLEASE GOD SAVE ME FROM THEM!

2008-08-28T00:51:00.001-07:00

Rules To Follow to Avoid Oversleeping Lessons

If there's only one hour or less for a nap before lessons, DO NOT take it.
If you ask people to give you wake up call, DO NOT set your phone on silent mode.
If you set alarm, set a linkin park/my chemical romance song.
If you slept at 3 or later before an 830 lesson, SET THREE ALARMS.
DO NOT expect to rely on snooze.
Get someone to personally knock on your door.

Okay, all those aforementioned are from personal, exasperating experiences, proved time and time again.

So right now, i shall. erm. do my readings.

2008-08-14T14:39:00.001-07:00

haha hilarious shit:
http://clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=2&p=14&v=137

2008-08-14T13:38:00.000-07:00

okays!! i am not sleeping now. and it's currently 4.38 AM, and the reason i'm not sleeping is simple.

i cannot afford to miss lectures anymore, and i just missed all my lectures today cos i woke up at 3 PM, and only went for jap tutorial. SO, i figured out a way to not oversleep lectures.

that is, DON'T SLEEP AT ALL. not until AFTER the bloody lectures.

oh well, obviously it won't work EVERYDAY, but since my friday lessons are just COM207 and COM258 back to back, starting from 8.30 AM, i could probably pull this off every thur-fri. so i won't miss these lectures. i shall just glug coffee, coffee, more coffee and eat some coffee sweets, then go to lecture and do my VERY BEST to not sleep.

oh wells. the tough life of a muggertimate wannabe.

OH AND I LOST MY COIN POUCH OF DOOM. =( i am depressed. it was STUFFED full of coins. like, reali. i was desperately trying to zip it up, it was BULGING.

but well. nvm. that means i can get that awesomely cute coin pouch of doom II that i wanted to get but didn't, out of respect to my coin pouch of doom.

YAY!

and someone returned my ic in the mailbox! =)

2008-08-10T11:49:00.000-07:00

okay in the last post i forgot to blog about timbre!

me and the girls: me chloe dawn butter

me and butter!! haha i think she's damn cute

gavin chen nee threesome!
tommy butter

okay i look damn cui here. tommy chloe dawn yh me chen nee gavin. butter taking the pic!

and the pizza there is super nice! i finished most of an entire vegetarian pizza and i koped alot of the four cheese pizza cos they taste awesome! like, reali. plus plus i finally found a beer i like other than hoe gaarden! it's erdinger light! i tried dark b4 it sucks.

tt's all!

2008-08-10T10:39:00.000-07:00

NATIONAL MUSEUM OUTING, MUM'S CONVOCATION AND ADE!!!

OKAY! i have ten million pics to upload... today went out with ade!!! to TM. hehe

I LOVE PRECIOUS THOUGHTS STUFF! damn ex tho.

@ NTU for my mum's masters convocation!!!
my mum bro! daddy and other bro overseas

Mum and cuzzie! cuzzie wearing NUS grad gown lol
mum aunt (jj's mum) and cuzzie (janet)!

mum on stage!
my pretty mummy!!
cuzzie (janet) me mum cuzzie 2 (jiajia)
me and mummy!!

me and cuzzie janet!
me jiajia janet!
hahahahahahahaha

MOCHI!!!! be awesomes.
i love this dish!

me and bro!

I LOVE SAKAE SUSHI BUT ICHIBAN RAWKS MORE

our bloated tummies

NATIONAL MUSEUM/HAIRSPRAY outing!!

the pretty museum lighted up

audrey and trixie!

jiggly puff me sj audrey
me cammie looking gay sj
jiggly me sj
lyon

glitter tattoo gang! it was for free!!!
haha cammie asked me to demo a slutty pose for jiggly.
awesome pic riiiiight!!!
me jiggly cammie

OKAY THAT'S ABOUT ALL

2008-08-06T02:36:00.001-07:00

Okays so i woke up, washed up, ate breakfast, got ready for sch, then looked at the time. it was 730. so i thought. why not sleep another half hour?

and tadah! i skipped lecture. omg i must rem NEVER to slp when i'm dead tired and there's only one hour of NON-POWER nap to go.

anyway, i'm camping out for modules, and i'll be gg sch only on fri.

and right now, i feel like stepping on SOMEONE'S BALLS. if i can't stay hall yr 3, u're gonna get it. i'll voodoo doll u. KNN

MY ROOM GOT ROBBED !!!

2008-08-03T01:26:00.000-07:00

MY ROOM GOT ROBBED !!! IC also lost!

ahhhhhhhhhh life is tough.

i moved all my stuffs from block 3 to block 9, then never entered the room again until a few weeks later, when i stepped into the new room to look for shoes to wear, and... TADAH! my room was stripped clean. like EMPTY. like NOTHING LEFT. like my shoe rack gone, hangers gone, clothes gone, books gone, shelves gone, EVERYTHING. it looked like it was never moved into, NOTHING was there. NOTHING.

so basically, my room has been totally emptied, and well. i dunno what to do. my toilet door was unlocked, but my toiletmate seems too nice to have taken ALL that stuff, so... well.

can't be hall office clear one right?! i mean, i actually registered, paid the extra charges and got my key alr.

SO WHAT HAPPENED?

oh wells. guess bad luck reali comes in like. multiples. lost my IC too! 100 plus dollars gone.

lost it at clubbing i think. kuakuakua.

oh and i can't access STARS, and tml's the add drop period, and i have only TWO modules so far, so my life pretty much depends on accessing STARS and clicking on time. but NO, i had to go and lose access to STARS. can't be my password's wrong, cos since the last time i couldn't access it, i had saved my password on the computer. so it shouldn't be wrong.

THEN MY LAPTOP IS STILLLLLL under repairs. after one month plus. TOSHIBA repairs SUCK. SUCK. SUCK. so basicallly tml at 10 am when i have to register, i'll have no laptop, no access to STARS, an empty room, and no IC.

I SUCK. I AM DAMN SAD.

haha but anyway, i'm going ichiban sushi later and watching movie!!!!! The Mummy. sure hope it's awesome!!!!! =) =)

so guess life is still alright. i mean, unless i get there and ichiban is like, bombed or something. or the mummy in the movie leaps out of the screen.

SO. well. HALL CAMP WAS FUN! =)

LALALALALA

2008-07-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

okays i've loads of stuff to blog, but alot of photos to upload but no time so ARGH
and anw i've realised that i like can can.
as in the dance. random, i know but then i saw this vid of a dancer and she....
was AWESOME!!! like ok not her can can or cos that kinda dance i dun get.
OK THIS IS TOTALLY OFF. i nd to i dunno. go out.
anway i've realised there're idols u just can't get enough of
those u can look at their mtvs, pics, vids for hour after hour
like jessica alba. and erm the hot babe in pussy cat dolls. she wins @ life
oh!!!! and
HAHAHA WANTED WAS AWESOME COS OF ANGELINA JOLIE FULL STOP
hahha. her naked back part was mind screwing
and i used to... ok internet kept dcing. issit something to do with band width?
ok one more hour
i wanna go drinking!!!
imagine marching bailey bottles arriving in groups
awesome. sheer happiness

OKAY I MAKETH NO SENSE. i am spouting nonsense from boredom and pure mind screwup. unless u're awesomely awesome enough to create sense out of this.

2008-07-01T08:21:00.000-07:00

HAHA I AM FINALLY IN THE MOOD TO ORGANISE THE PICS FROM THE DAYANG TRIP!!!

the khakis in the trip!!! me, pinko bimbo jasmine, yonghow, B.K.!!

xavier the co-organiser of the trip! damn lame person haha.

me trying to look intellectual while waiting for the 4 hour boat ride. haha talking about that. omg la. i din take sea sick pills cos i kei kiang. then woke up middle of the night wanted to admire the waves. look out not more than 10 sec wan puke liao. horrible feeling.

haha the guys' cute poses!me camwhoring with pinko bimbo cap, courtesy of pinko bimbo jas! (gawd, my sense of rhyming pwns)
erm......
haha acting intellectual! jasmine and BK. omg and mayank in the background too!

@ dayang!!! with my bimbo pal! I AM JEALOUS WHY ALL YOUR TOPS SO NICE.

The AWESOME scenery!!!

this is how clear the water there is!

i see this scene everyday when i wake up =)

the gangway we walk everyday to get to the jetty!! i miss it!
hehe. jasmine's shot. i love this pic!

me and the photog! ("i take couple shots damn good one leh! u believe me not!") ya ya i believe =)

haha after being persuaded to leave the stuffy room i was trying to sleep in in the day when the aircon is not on, i hugged this pillow out and went to slp on the benches. yes and tt's time travellor's wife i'm holding. omg. SUPER GOOD BOOK OKAY

I TOTALLY LOVE THIS PIC!!

this is linus looking damn tired @ 6am. cos diving's at 7am, we have no food but 2 cups of coffee to keep us going!
jasmine looking super groggy. OUCH I JUST BIT MY TONGUE! A PIECE IS HANGING OFF! STUPID BUBBLEGUM.

willie looking shagged
wailun's sian face
yh's emo face...
BUTTT!!! those sad faces were only cos of the unearthly hour!!! haha the diving was AWESOME!!!

turtle underwater!

underwater!!

training with the safety rope underwater!

WE'RE CERTIFIED!!!!
yh's hand wound from buahing into coral
me and jasmine in her gorgeous top1
turtle!!!!
my graduation photo
our convocation picture HHAHAHA
jasmine's grad pic! my pink pocky bimbo khaki!!!

jarick, jasmine, me, yh, xavier, erm. haha dunno his name!
WE PASSED! btw, tt's a naturally arranged tick of seaweed! wakame pass!
pulau dayang, where u eat. sleep. dive.
me and angeline, the co-organiser of the trip with xavier. chio lor! and her figure's HOOOT
me yh jasmine terence's footprints in the sand.

us on the boat
@ the msia cafe on the way back. awesome food, but my mushroom soup was wasted on the bus. stupid jerks and twists of the bus got mushroom soup all over everything. =(

@ ntu after the trip. argh her tops are nice!

me and li ann post dive. the cheryl-survivor!zilianing in dive shirt

2008-06-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

haha ok i'm back from diving! what can i say....it was SUPER FUN and i miss diving alr!

the preparations all that are a pain in the ass, definitely, having to deal with heavy air tanks, buoyancy jackets, regulators, valves, dust caps, etc., but omg the feeling of cool water enveloping u completely, breathing thru ur mouth under the water, seeing clearly the bottom of the sea, random schools of gorgeous fishes swimming by, sea cucumber, turtles etc... I MISS THOSE ALR! i am SOOOO going for advance course! but hopefully by a different instructor, cos OMG i have SOOO much to btich about her!

i have tonnes of pictures, underwater courtesy of the ntu dive team), and above. DAYANG IS GORGEOUS. perhaps not so underwater, but omg. the view above is CRAZY. mountaneous, clear, blue water, vast amounts of ocean, etc etc.

i shall upload when i can!

2 quotable qutoes, one adapted from Sj's when it comes to food u have no frens:

When it comes to strawberry pocky, u have no frens ( with sufficient evidence personally experienced)

and Dunno nvm, must act professional

hahahha ok i guess it may not sound as funny cos it's out of context here, but under those conditions they were hilarious.

oh and a piece of randomness: adding e to the back of a word often makes it sound classier and more intellectual. for eg:

(@ msia food place) Pizza Tropicale. Makes it sound french like right? when pizza tropical sounds so booooring. tropical pizza sounds worse. so it's the arrangement of words and the e in question that makes a diff!

ok nvm. blog tml! pics pics pics i'm super happy

2008-06-27T00:17:00.000-07:00

ok 3 hours or so to dive trip! should be feeling excited, but i'm not.

i just hope these 4 days manage to unravel the things tt are unsettling me.

almost done with packing, i'm supposed to be looking forward to 4 days basking in the sun, diving in the ocean blue, gliding with fishes, swooshing by corals and all that. plus getting a glorious tan.

ok well. i shall try to keep my excitement level up!! though what i reali want to do is dive into bed and stay there for the next ten thousand years. when the world is over and nothing is left to escape.

2008-06-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

didn't get COM258, dunno wad i'm going to do =(

went facial tt day with adeline, and i realise that we didn't take any pictures! must be a record.

the design thing is now 50 cents per piece, and i THINK they've figured out my lil problem with uploading, so i should be able to resume work and earn bucks!

ok since there are no pics for that day, i shall upload...

OH YA!!!! failed to mention, my bro hacked into my room's pc so i can finally use my pc after YEARS of being unable to touch it! in fact, it was since before uni, way before, that i forgot wad my password was, hence leaving my comp untouched.

saw so many old photos, old memories, ppl i met, knew, loved, before uni. haha. and erm. my broom haircut. plus all the old rantings i typed out in notepad, msword, cheesy poems.... sighhh.

then i downloaded AVG version 8 free, and immediately my comp shut down. and kept doing so the moment it was switched on. so i used safe mode to delete the pesky file, and... TADAH! back to using my dear old much missed computer.

so anyway, as i was saying, since we din take pics tt day, i shall. erm. upload a pic i found which i used mspowerpoint to edit -__- into neoprint effect, or so i tried....

the pic from ages ago:

and another ah lian pic! zomg. chao ah lian. in shenzhen shopping (where my gorgeous white phone of purity was stolen!):

2008-06-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

ahhhh just celebrated daddy's day at hong kong cafe, not the xingwang one. had cheese baked rice with tomato sauce (not nice),and vegetarian sharks fin (nice!)

i am supposed to finish a 200+ page diving book by tml for dicing and there're tests etc. the thing is, my exam only ended on 11 june, and i have slacked til ytd to mug the book. so i'm at p 40. lala i'm pretty screwed. =) ok wrong smiley =(. i mean saddey.

i shall erm. hope that i can speed mug efficiently.

2008-06-05T11:11:00.000-07:00

hahaha ichiban sushi!!! ZOMG LA. awesomeness =)

we had all these,

plus:

4plates of sushi, one chowanmushi, one potato croquette and an o cha later, plus yh's teriyakidon or something + 2 sushi plates later:

haha i was thinking that this pic looks so zen la. like authentic japanese food kinda look.

oh and saw this awesome guitars.

oh well. special sem is almost over, thank god! time for life to start again =) exams coming, gambatte ne!! and speaking about exams, after i flopped my listening, i flopped my oral.

zomg -_- the teach asked me for the date and i forgot what date it was, and when i remembered, i excitedly spouted the date out, but in absolutely WRONG japanese. jap calenders have specific names for the first ten days of the month, a name for each, and 5th june is roku ga tsu, i tsu ka, with roku gatsu meaning 6th month, and i tsu ka being the special calender name for the fifth day of the month. i was just revising that before i went in, so i have NO IDEA why i said "roku gatsu, go nichi!" in a proud and pleased voice. go nichi means literally 5 day. -_- no wonder the teacher's face seemed to spasm a lil.

and then i announced that i went to school by bus, conveniently forgetting the past tense "shita" so i went "watashiwa ba su de, daigaku e kimasu..." and the teacher continued my trailing off with "....shita...."

-______________________-

i am tragically heartbroken. there goes my using special sem to pull up gpa.

me and ade! haha had fun shopping w u, and haha the marriott hotel toilet trip was funny laaa. =)

spent shitloads, overspent so now i gotta save up for diving trip again. lol. bought 2 pairs of shoes, one heels, one flats, bikini (that is too big=( ), 2 hairbands, a pair of shorts, a cap, and i forgot the rest. zzzzz

oh ya! this straw thingy is damn cool. discovered it when having dinner at vivo rooftop with yayan pre meeting px and lien for sex and the city.

it's awesome la. it's double extendable. the straw has the usual folds for extending, plus a part of the straw overlaps the other! so it pulls out to extend the thingy.

part1:

part 2: pulling out the overlapped part:

part 3: pulling out the folds:

and TADAH! super long straw. eh not reali la. but cool wad. right? ah hem.

bbq @ sj's:

hahaha it was uhm. alright. hahahhaha. i'm getting too spoilt for bbqs. they're hardwork. i prefer a sushi restaurant or subway anyday!

2008-06-04T12:12:00.000-07:00

YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) this sem's gpa was totally unexpected!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 4.1111!!! so pull up my overall gpa to 3.8!!!!!!!!ok like prob not v gd in other ppl's eyes, but stiiiiiiiilll.

PHEW. i tot will pull down my gpa.

shopping with ade today! spent like siao zomg. ok i am like going to slp. tml oral test. since i flopped my listening totally by getting like 1/10 for one section, i shall erm. slp now wake early and mug

2008-06-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

awww man. just watched a damn sad video. poor cute lil girl kena killed lidat. f**king step dad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWow42TCwzg

and apparently that may not be the real version of what happened, cos there's another link in youtube saying the truth of what happened is that raye dawn was innocent and kelsey's dad abuses her as well. or something. wth these screwed up adults got a kawaii ne child killed and they're still arguing these shit. http://www.thetruthaboutkelsey.com/

ok on to happier stuff!
anyway, had another round of omurice and some dolsot bimbimbab and dark choc icecream on warm choc cake at taka basement. i love that place man. if i were rich, i would patronise all the shops there and taste a bit of every thing. MUAHAHHAA. one day man.

plus i had ichiban sushi today!!! yay we're gonna hit the 20 dollars voucher! plus vege curry ramen at ajisen

went shopping @ expo with woo peixun! these were her gains of the day:

i spent like half or less than half what she did, around 80, and i got 2 outfitter girls tops, an eyeliner, a nailpolish, a bag wiith a teeny purse, a pair of haviannas lookalike sandals tt's damn comfy but i got the wrong size, a french collection necklace and earrings, 2 pairs of lingerie, and i guess tt should be all. freaking awesome bargains!!!! =) peixun got a 65 bucks guess bag and 2 guess bikini sets at 39.90 each. i am freaking jealous. rah where got buy both dun lemme get one one :( haha kidding. i know you'll lemme wear it right???

on the way to her house for a stayover.. =)

went haji lane for the first time today w cammie after ajisenning. zomg la. the shops are pretty awesome. wanted this shirt but no girl's cutting.

met this shop guy who had this awesome cute lil tiny kitten. this pic doesn't do it justice. it's cute like mad la. can cup it in my hands =)

haha looks like cammie holding onto its leash right. his new pet.

2008-05-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

haha just went for a hair cut at the famous ah ben. lol..

haha quite happy w the hair cut, but i doubt i have the skillsorx to style it.

oh and i finally had a taste of omurice!!!! the japanese dish featured in the jdorama, lunch queen. pretty awesome!!! =) the one at taka, that is. it was a damn shiok combi. kobayashi's modanyaki first, then omurice, with curry and vege croquette. =)

my omurice! half eaten. even the croquette is nice!!!

a picture of an untouched one. haha.

it was fascinating how he cooked it. slowly jerking the pan til the eagg wrapped round the rice...

at the beach w my best frens ever! haha yayan wish u were here =P

my fav pic =P

guess what hugeass thing i'm pointing to =P

*rolls eyes*

haha tjc 34/05 class outing @ settlers! was pretty fun! haha dog and bone, sitting duck etc. i miss boardgames man!

nicole n me

hahhahahaa the one with the most cards loses. lisan!!! hahahaha

me n lisan

me val siewlee

cupcakes with sj cheryl yannie lyon

argh pics can't be uploaded more than one at a time or it'll jam. damn. sian of uploading.

BBQ TML YAYY

2008-05-12T06:33:00.001-07:00

omg!! haha received an email showing dozens of pictures of cakes. din open it til recently cos the title was "these are cakes". -_-

BUT OMG! it's shocking how crazy the efforts of ppl are when making cakes! SOME ppl la...the first and only cake i made w xiu and fj for a fren was thrown away after a few miniscule bites la (IVY SOH!! heartless creature.)

but if i've any of the cakes below, siao liao! i cfm can't bear to eat them lor. freeze til they rot.

and alot more but i lazy to upload! haha zomg my fav is the laptop one!! omg la. the work that goes into those stuff :O

i think the map one is crazy. super detailed when i enlarge it to see la. -_- in the end sure kena eaten up :'( so sad la!

and the shop with the sign one super realistic i kept thinking "where's the cake?" til i realised the whole picture WAS the cake. hahahaha.

ok i should stop rambling about food stuff. just had velvety mushroom!!!! ZOMG. and some sour cream (dunno why i just ate it straight) plus a bit of papa beard's dunno wad but was awesome!!! the vanilla cream spilling out......... *drools*

and then had a severe stomach ache :'(

but i've, erm. crapped things out, so.. yay!

haha and the slym curry soup v nice. can cook 2 packets at once. for shiokness. no msg but still v nice.

and i got my mum her mother's day present! hope she likes it.

I AM BORED.

2008-05-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

omg i guessed serena's secret correctly!!! just when i had been puzzling over what could be so serious she couldn't tell blair, she went to look for blair and i suddenly thought of it!! and yup! it was right!

why am i proud of guessing a tv show's secret -_-

but anw, hermit break is about to be over! sian of homing it.

2008-05-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

okays =) life is good. wetseal's not gonna runaway from me! i'll find a way!

and my hermit break is getting a lil boring. i may end it early! ran out of dramas to watch, so i discovered the awesomeness that is Gossip Girl. i've only ever read the book til, well, ytd? or the day b4 ytd? and now i'm at episode 11! tml when i wake, it'll be epi 12. can't wait!

and blair waldorf is GORGEOUS. i think she outshines serena, even. and VANESSA outshines them all! omg. no wonder dan was in love with her.

ah hem. so anyway... i have loads of pictures i've yet to upload, awesome sunflowers, perfumes, =), a sweet lil bear from my mum, and the BOXES and BOXES of chocs of awesomeness that screwed my diet! i mean, i thought marks and spencers chocs were awesome and more than enough, i mean, a whole box of them, all gobbled up by me within the space of a day! well, i'm not guilty cos i din eat the whole box. i left 3 for my bro. ah hem.

and then, i've 2 boxes of sainsbury choc biscuits! omgosh they're the best creations EVER. one box down, by yours truly herself, and another to go!

plus!!!!!!!! i found a box of 5 diff mini christian dior perfumes n my dad says i can have it!!

the hols aren't bad at all!

2008-05-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

life is tough.

did i say that life is tough?

cos life is tough.

LIFE IS SUPER TOUGH.

MY SPREEEEEEEEE GOT CANCELLED!!!!!!

one min i was happily thinking, oh, yays, my items will arrive about 1/2 weeks later. next min, i click the next mail and.... *POOF* SAYONARA WETSEAL!

"hi, sorry, due to the lack of items ordered for batch 2, the spree has been cancelled. please let us know ur account number and amount transferred, for the refund."

(U)(U)(U)(U)(U)(U)(U)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

CHIKUSHOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am heartbroken. shall EOC. and twirl my thumbs.

oguri shun! time for ur comfort! jdorama oh~

2008-04-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHAAHAHHA

i feel super stupid but ecstatic at the same time. cos i just realised the "available in XL" just meant that! it's available in XL, but doesn't mean ONLY in XL!!

YAY THEY ARE ALL AVAILABLE IN OTHER SIZES LIFE IS AWESOME!!!

2008-04-30T02:15:00.000-07:00

I AM HEARTBROKEN!!!!!!!! =( =( =(

omg i just went on wetseal.com to check out stuff again. and VOILA! turns out that in the time period whereby i'd left online shopping alone, they've restocked stuff of awesomeness! and the saddest thing is that.... THEY'RE ALL ONLY AVAILABLE IN XL!!!

hello?! WHY LIDAT! angmohs supposed to be big boned wad. why left all the XL? lidat ask asians how to wear!? XL i may die die buy if it's in sg. but U.S. size?!?! =( =(

i am super sad. to show wad awesomeness i've missed out on that's breaking my heart, i shall show u some awesome pieces from the first 20 or so.

and that's only from the first 20+ selection! i gave up printscreen cos there were just TOO MANY!!! about 100 to choose from. zomg. (U) {does this (U) work on blogger?}

:( i am determined to go USA one day. if only to shop at wetseal!!!

usa ppl, pls eat more, and buy off the xl, l sizes. leave the rest alone, esp the s and xs!!!

I WANT WETSEAL!!! =(

2 weeks of hermitism.

2008-04-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

haha loner break's started! my 2 weeks of hermitism. quite shiok so far. just lotsa movie watching (5 in a day), and j dramas, tw dramas.. hahaha. just stonin. =)

sorry about being obstinate about not meetin u guys! haha SB and co. enjoy Kboxing! shimah and co. enjoy the picnic! and oh yas the butterfactory thing too! hahaha.

shucks all the fun stuff clash w my loner break. but nvm! oguri shun, here i come!!!

oh and i stopped watching gokusen II the moment i realised shun not acting in it =( alot of cuties tho.

still trying to figure out how to use bittorrent!

hope my boss doesn't sack me or something. for not working at the arena.

2008-04-26T03:34:00.000-07:00

im getting the creeps just trying to type this.

freaking horrifying dream =(

same old thing but worse. with arm pulling other than suffocation. zomg. and weird weird scenes. of some girl's handphone appearing next to my handphone when i'm trying to call someone and my hp turns invisible suddenly. white phone with pink charms. a scene at a carpark with a guy in light blue uniform and dark blue cap. looks like a delivery guy. with me thinking i woke up everytime i was suffocating, trying to dial someone only to realise that i'm still aslp when i get the suffocating feeling again.

the arm pulling was freaked. my arm jerked up and down like WTF.

i am so not going to slp for the next few days.

p.s. thanks for the comfort. u rawk.

BON JOVI

2008-04-01T13:25:00.000-07:00

i love bon jovi! and i'm not kidding when i say so. i'll do ANYTHING for jon bon jovi to look into my eyes and sing those words to me!!!

their songs just give you the shivers and the lurch in your heart. when u actually feel your heart breaking/aching/twisting as they sing. even the guitar riffs have that effect on me. everything, EVERYTHING is perfect. is beautiful. is inspiring. is moving. is soul-carressing.

when jon bon jovi (john frances bongiovi) sings those words with such passion to me, i feel the love. the songs make me reali reali reali wanna experience that kinda love. that crazy, 10/10 kind of love.

their lyrics. beautiful, soul-wrenching, aching, passionate, crazy-in-love, awesome, inspiring, tear-invoking...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. i NEED BON JOVI IN MY LIFE!

Thank You For Loving Me
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
*Chorus*
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

*Repeat Chorus*

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
*emo yelling that moves my heart*

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I

*Repeat Chorus*

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me,
(oh)For loving me

i tried to be as detailed as possible when it came to the documentation of the lyrics of one of the most awesome songs ever. even the ohs, the sighs, i tried to put them all in. so ppl can truly understand the awesomeness, the passion, the love that is bon jovi.

I LOVE YOU BON JOVI.

some sentences just take your breath away. u'll be all "awww" then THOSE sentences, phrases pop out and ur heart leaps, u catch ur breath, u are pwned and ur soul cries out.

i wouldn't know la, but i should think bon jovi is better than sex.

I LOVE YOU BON JOVI.

i love you.

P.S. this post is dedicated to the light of my life, bon jovi. (who's sadly married to his highschsweetheart dorothea)

i love you. always.

p.p.s. always, i'll be there for you, thank you for loving me are the 3 most ~~orgasmic~~ awesome songs. out of alot of awesomeness

p.p.p.s "five words" seem to have an awesome place in bonjovi's songs.

2008-03-24T10:09:00.001-07:00

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Your colleague loves to hum a particular tune but he/she sucks at humming it. You decided to be kind to him/her by giving her the particular tune for them to wind and shut their mouth up. Ahh, now... Does the sound much in tune using the musical box?
You think that clothes sprees and accessories are so boring to give to relatives or friends. Musical Boxes are the real deal to give in the 21st Century.
Your musical teacher (Or can be ANY FAVOURITE TEACHER LAH!) is leaving soon, you think that giving him/her a card is the stupidest thing as it might be thrown away. MUSICAL BOX COMES TO THE RESCUE!
Your Concert Band Conductor is leaving the band for good? Thus, it's better to give a musical box rather than a Chrysanthemum flower? Er..

If you totally agree with me, do visit http://musicalboxes.livejournal.com/ or http://melobox.blogspot.com/ to preview on the various musical boxes titles! While Stock Last Babes!

2008-03-21T01:57:00.000-07:00

yay. had quite some fun. dinner at aria then chocz.

oh wells =)

i'm still trying to mug and i hope it'll work.

I SPILT GRAVY ON MY LAPPIE

2008-03-18T10:31:00.000-07:00

FREAK!!! I AM SUPER PISSED WITH LIFE.

tmd. first thing tt went wrong today, or rather, ytd, cos it's 1:35 am now, was that i realised i lost my ezlink.

then last min found out got GD02 meeting so nv go for lunch w fren and tot i had to cancel airporting w vpaul.

then went to get sandwich at the stupid ADM machine. i pressed on the button which said "MUSHROOM OMELETTE" then tmd come out is ham!!!!

threw the thing away.

then went to sch and the vending refused to accept my 50 cent coin and i had exactly 40 cents excluding the 50 cents, which was ten cents short.

then after the meeting went to bus stop w v paul, who almost fainted.

then went to withdraw money almost left 50 bucks behind.

went to buy ezlink card walked off after paying w/o the card. lucky the aunty called me back.

then go airport also kp spending money. on food

then had craving for a second round of potato salad. BUT SOLD OUT!!!

came home made maggi kimchi ramen. then burned my finger on the pot.

then after eating still hungry so ate nuts and made milo.

then spilt milo powder.

then wanted to eat bread with gravy. so i took the coconut and lime salad dressing. then wanted to pour on bread. i thought it was thick gravy so i just turned it upside down.

and the sauce gushed out and soaked my lappie's key board.

then my enter key went haywire. became a short cut for some weird thing.

then PLUS b4 that MSN wasn't working. like have to send handwritten msgs. those typed ones only about 1 in ten will get thru.

had to restart. lucky my enter key is fine now. i shall drown my sianness in gravy and bread.

bloat my sianness away.

2008-03-17T12:52:00.000-07:00

haha life is =) now.

but then again, life has the tendency to go downhill just when u think everything is perfect.

so... shan't be feeling too awesome about it.

haha i wonder how i survived so many years of extreme rollercoasterism. one day happeh next day hate the world. one day sensible next day retarded. but wells.

okay i was blogging for the sake of blogging cos i felt like blogging but TMD!!!! i read FWBB and I GOT FREAKING PISSED. all steamed up. like WTH KNN LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

will u wake up alr. stop the whining and DITP thing!

and STOP THE FREAKING SUBTLE BUT NOT SO SUBTLE HINTS. COS U'RE JUST A LOSER.

get some pride.

okay actually if i were all that awesome i wun be reading FWBB and not giving a damn. being all cool, sensible, nice and "aww it's okay, it doesn't affect ANYTHING anyway"

but im like. looking at FWBB even tho i be knowing it be detrimental to health and sanity. like this irresistable sadistic urge to read it.

BUT IT'S BOAGOOYLWAP!

2008-03-11T12:50:00.001-07:00

it's amazing how some things just need to be hammered into ur head. and how random ppl end up being awesome and ur confidante.

but i guess. haha. i should noe wad to do sooon.

thanks.

2008-03-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish i could just say wadeva i want w/o considering the consequences. but tt's plain stupid.

i noe i'm probably just being my normal petty self, over sensitive etc. but it still pisses me off. and i see subtle hints dropped that i'm probably imaginig, hence i can't exactly complain about it. it'll just show how paranoid i am. and petty.

but i wish some ppl would quit acting nice and all but subtly drop bitchy hints. like just say la! in the he/she probably also considers the considers the consequences hence the veil of subtlety.

but quit ******* alr!

2008-03-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

i haven't used this phrase in ages but i'm going to use it now

KNNBCCB!

okay i hate ppl who use the last 3 letters. BUT WTH LA! SERIOUSLY. I HAD NO IDEA S/U PERIOD WAS FREAKING OVER.

and i desperately need to S/U stuff!

lit be the we have never had assignments til now module. so i have no idea how i'll fare.

GD02 be the awesome module whereby lecturer peggy poo was talking to our group face to face and grading us when i fell asleep in front of her. and when she said "yiting u haven't said anything. do u have anything to say?" i stared blankly and shook my head. AND SHE HATES OUR GRP. that's common knowledge.

BS803 be the chim bio stuff..

WTF LA SERIOUSLY.

2008-03-07T12:24:00.001-08:00

work @ ARENA is like decent la. totally not the -_- kind.

so it was alright, but i was bored.

anw so after it ended, well the rest doesn't deserve mention.

2008-03-06T09:09:00.001-08:00

i take it back! miyavi is awesome! when he's being a guy la...

2008-03-04T12:29:00.000-08:00

okays it's 4:29 am, and i'm still awake.

and i'm not about to go to slp despite my crazytiredness.

no prizes for guessing why =(

STUPID DREAM. i sense it coming alr. arm went numb again. and felt the weak feeling just b4 the dream. so i forced myself awake, and here i am! my usual release. switched on my side of the room light, hope xiu doesn't mind.

so. yea. today's my uber long day, PLUS i'm supposed to go zouk. i NEED sleep, but i need EVEN MORE NOT to get the dream.

NEVER! i hate the dream deep deeps. if i were to personify it.. FREAK NO. that's scary ZOMG.

as in i feel like tearing the dream into pieces, it's screwing w my mind and affecting my life. I WANT TO STOMP THE DREAM TO PIECES!

i need a psychologist. XIU! hurry study more then u can help me.

anyway i shall ramble nonsensically since i just need to do something to ease the fear trickling down my spine. and my sense of panic. and the omg i am going to die feeling.

messaged my long time no see gor cos i remembered from years ago he's the never ever aslp at 5 o clock guy.i realised these dreams are affecting me so much they make me do alot of stupid things or things i'll never do if i'm not suffering from THE DREAM pre-symptoms.

i wish more ppl were night owls like my gor or at least not having lessons or quizzes or whatsit tml. like imagine if all myfrens were lidat. shiok. can call anyone to random chat.

okay i'm still rambling. i've nothing much to type but i gotta type cos i'm freaking scared. signing into msn. hope ppl are online.

OKAY THEY ARE NOT.

oh! got awesome songs from a long time no c fren today! when "mugging" with SJ @ reading room. guess who's my new G God? (guitar god)

*drum roll* MARK KING!

ZOMG. u should, u must! see his awesome bass solo.

ZOMG.! his slap bass is awesomeness.

billysheehan is awesomeness too! he makes bass sound like guitar.

BILLY SHEEHAN VID: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRuOQtg-pJ0
G GOD VID: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMzXtizKcXY

haha all introed by my longtimenosee fren, and trust me, they're WORTH WATCHING!!!

ZOMGS.

i'm inspired to play GH more often. hahahahhaa.

YES! someone be online! hahahhahahahhaha

okays. it's officially driving me nuts. i am like. going to pay whoever can get rid of THE DREAM for me a hundred bucks.

damn dman dman dman dman
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM THE DREAM!!!

lalallaa. i shall spout random nonsense until it's morning.

did u noe that oompaloompas were actually just moops?

wad are moops?

I HAVE NO IDEA !!!

hAHHAHHAHHA.

ah hem. pipipapipu.

oh and victor wooten is FREAK awesome too! he can make bass sound flutey! the front part is awesome alr, and when it reaches the middle where he plucks and strums @ the keys part of the bass instead of the usual place..(ok i have no idea wad that's called.) WHOA. flute sounding. super melodious

MAYBE HE should be my G God.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dWb-aCWR8U&feature=related

okays! i feel abit less scared. maybe i'll attempt to sleep.

MAYBE

i think i'll take lyon's suggestion and slp on the table.

2008-03-02T08:46:00.000-08:00

Just to make my posts hit 40, i'm going to blog. that's all.

THE END.

-______________-

anw some random pics i found on my comp that i din upload!

haha tay yayan! who bhbly set this pic as my phone's wallpaper w/o my knowing sia. gave me sore eyes!
The gorgeous geranium she gave me. AWWW. =)

haha sj today @ food place.
I changed my mind i dowan the doll's hairstyle. i want this!!
LNH's ISRG. our brilliant lnh members' creation. no words found in the dictionary allowed. hilarious singlish scrabble.
PIZZA! me and tasneem. (nemo!)

okays so today i ate dinner b4 gg out, so i told them (meaning SJ, yannie, lyon) i wun be eating much.

KUAKUAKUA to that.

ate at this hainanese food place, yannie not bad first time so considerate. ordered quite some veg stuff so =). had egg (which SJ, the potential-awesome-sweet-wife, helped me to clear of crabmeat), vegetables (which were v nice! i think they were called kai lan or something), meat (but with awesome potatoes and peas), and tofu in tomato sauce.

so had those minus the meat plus rice.

which was still okay, BUT..

went to have mango strudel. ZOMG. it is heavenly!!! as in floatatiously heavenly! the Ritz one. but too bad i was feeling bloated din have alot.

raffles city be city of temptations and sins. every stall we went by at the basement called out to us! made us wanna binge! ice cream, fried mars bars, mochi, sushi, supermart, ZOMG!!!

then we went !!Soup Spoon!!, and.... ZOMG! we ordered tangy tomato, and we ended up fighting over it like mad pigs.

so zomg. my diet starts tml. Again.

2008-03-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

okay, i just seem to keep blogging. anyway, was supposed to meet cammie sj lyon and co. @ cityhall @ 2 pm to mug today. BUTTTT the time is now 2:36 pm, and i'm still at home.

reason 1: i got the attack of the pimple monster!!! ZOMG i never had such a bad outbreak on areas other than my nose before. I hence conclude that lack of slp reali gives me a bad complexion.

if that sounds like a stupid reason for not going, well, it's not.

cos the pimpster (pimple monster) attack has killed off all my confidence, lowered my self esteem, and induced the inferiority complex in me. as a result, i conclude that if i were to mug out of my house today, the stares and horrified gapes of passersby witness the monstrosity on my face would greatly affect my concentration and result in my being unable to mug and being emotionally scarred for life. Also, there's the chance that outside air would worsen my complexion, hence resulting in my being physically scarred for life too!

so, as u can see, it's very logical that i not go out. maybe i'll join u guys for dinner if the attack of the pimpster has been countered and the shambles and ruins left behind cleared up to a decent state.

reason 2: i'm lazy.

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

2008-03-01T11:08:00.001-08:00

zomgs! i be doing com 204 now and finally starting to reali do.

cos just now i be too busy msning. not time to do at all. must rush to reply diff ppl cos i be politegirl88.

okay fine, i just lack discipline.

but now most ppl's offline @ 3:09 am, so i shall do my work.

went beach touch rugby for the waikiki event just now, with peixun, cris, guan yu, weiliang and sanduo.

we got second! 40 bucks nike vouchers for each of us. wells, i din contribute much but oh wells! voucher voucher!

so from 1030 ( okay 11 cos i was late) til 5 plus pm was beach touch, with vball and frisbee in btwn while waiting for matches.

it was awesome! then went to the huge inflatable volleyball court they put up, where u bounce up and down while playing vball. LOL.

SUPER FUN! did toe touches, mid air hi fives all that nonsense. and the pro photog came over to take our pics!!

then went for dinner with yayan.

ZOMG TAY YAYAN I MISSED U SO MUCH! had lotsa fun and good food!

went soup spoon, had craving for velvety mushroom, then saw the soup of the day some roasted red pepper something soup, full of potatoes and red peppers etc. so couldn't decide..

in the end... got both! and then after devouring them went starbucks to drink java chip.

OMG we had so much to catch up on la!! reali glad i met u today!!!! u better kp to ur promise and meet up more often k!! now tt u not so busy =)

anw from jsut not till now just been msning, and munching bread dipped in chili. i have no idea why the weird combi. and eating milo powder i am going mad. i am super bloated i feel like puking but the bread dipped in chili thing is calling out to me.

hope nobody finds out!!

2008-02-29T10:23:00.000-08:00

i know i just blogged, but..................

OH MY GODS! i realised life reali sucks out all ur imagination and courage to hope.

i remember once thinking that i will never be a sad, boring, ordinary person just passing on in life. that i wanted to be awesome, and remembered for some awesome thing.

but now, all i want to do is have a happy life, ordinary but with awesome parts, have fun and live happily ever after with whoever be lucky enough to be with me (LOL).

and i no longer think in terms of "OMG I WAN THAT JOB I LOVE IT!" but in terms of "i want a job that gets me by, that i can tolerate"

and when i think of my future, i think of:

study, graduate. go be airstewardess. then join the advertising/PR industry.

work. party occassionally.

grow old. survive on pension. paint. play piano.

or something along those boring lines!!!
ZOMG.

2008-02-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

OMG I JUST REALISED MY TAGBOARD IS DOWN I CANNOT TAG!!!!!!

OH MY GOD! i just felt like doing something to let out the guilt. so i shall blog.

ZOMG! i haven't mugged at all. and looking at how my recess week has passed, and how it's going to pass, i feel so zomg guilty!

was looking at my handphone's organiser. and i realised everything i planned that has to do with mugging was cancelled off. sat was shopping with miki, sunday was uhm secret, mon was supposed to be mugging with sarajean cameron miki then going to lyon's gig. mugging was cancelled out, ended up just going for the gig, and drinking at SJ's. tue was sentosa, or mugging, ended up raining so din go sentosa, should have gone muggin, but fell aslp. til late. wed was science centering with miki and meisee, then touch rugby, then clubbing. thur was supposed mugging day, muggin cancelled. went to watch ps i love you w peixun. fri supposed to go overnight at airport but then...cancelled.

and my assignments all not done yet! and tml supposed to go for beach touch rugby from 1030 to 4 plus, then dinner with yayan (TAY YAYAN I MISS U DEEP DEEP U MIA V LONG! CAN'T WAIT!), then going zouk with peixun.

sunday supposed to go out with cs peeps. do what i still dunno. and maybe try to make it for dinner w yy and lien! ZOMG LIEN U ALSO DISAPPEARED.

and i was thinking maybe i can make up for it by mugging next wed while the guzzlers drink.. but i remembered: we're supposed to go club!

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG! my life is screwed! at least my GPA is!!!

the guilt just suddenly settled in. when i was thinking why they gave us so lil time for assignments. when i realised.... ZOMG i wasted like damn alot of time!

i think i have to reprioritise. MAJORLY.

ah hem.

anyway, the airport, me and vp's safe haven for mugging, is no longer safe! STUPID TERRORIST HOPE THEY CATCH HIM SOON.

plus, if i get the job for sure, WHICH I REALI REALI REALI HOPE I WILL, then fri nights and sat nights are out too! w be working @ THEARENA!

BUT!!! THAT'S A GOOD THING. cos it's because of this job that i first started to worry about whether i'll have enough time for muggin. then i realised i dun even spend any time on mugging so it won't make a difference, and that was when i realised my new year resolution had gone down the drain long ago, and so it induced me to make a decision:

MUG HARD AND I SHALL KEEP THE JOB ( if it's reali confirmed).

SLACK AND I SHALL MAKE MYSELF QUIT (if there's a job to quit in the first place)

so the fun and money of the job shall motivate me to mug harder!

okay that was super ramblingy. so i shall stop my nonsense. now.

but all in all, i think life now is still pretty much good, with some complications here and there. but i should be happy for what i have now.

2008-02-28T08:23:00.000-08:00

haha went science center with miki and meisee on wed. it was super fun! i forgot how awesome the science centre was!

watched P.S. I Love You with peixun just now.

LIKE ZOMG!!! super nice. uber awesome.

it's damn funny at times, and VERY VERY TOUCHING at others.

it's a dehydrating movie, it makes u weep like dunno wad. and laugh like dunno wad.

okay i'm still being high over the movie.

HILARY SWANK IS AWESOMENESS. HOT, SEXY, can be super unglam but still BEAUTIFUL.

anyways went for an interview for THE ARENA door host, and the guy said i more or less got the job. 12 per hour! sounds pretty awesome. trying out next friday.

oh n like i said, this blog's contents is strictly offlimits to my parents. haha.

ZOMG. it's friday already. and i've done NOTHING. 202? blank. 204? zilch. 208? i dunno wad assignment there is. HL101? no idea too. GD02? a bit. cos it's grp work. BS803? din check too.

SO BASICALLY I AM SO SCREWED.

2008-02-26T08:57:00.000-08:00

THE BIASNESS OF IT ALL JUST PWNS ME. DON'T ACT ALL HOLIER-THAN-THOU IF YOU'RE NOT.

2008-02-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

doesn't feel real. just a movie in action. doing what the director tells u to.

DAMN HAD THAT DREAM AGAIN. I AM SO GOING TO STRANGLE THE DREAM GOD OR WADEVA I NEED A DREAMCATCHER. WAIT. I HAVE ONE!!! i shall use it.

some things are damn suay. tmd sian.

ah hem.

tml's going to be fun day 101! be going to watch lyon's performance with SJ cameron and i dunno who else is going.

looking forward to sentosa on tue as well! needatanneedatanneedatan

its like taking out a piece of ingredient from a cake recipe, switching another in and just going through the entire process the same exact way. same baking methods, same decor, same style of serving.

it's not supposed to be like that. it should be a whole new cake, or maybe even a whole other delicacy.

i need a tan. tans solve everything.

CHANEL, GUCCI, ALMOST

2008-02-23T10:01:00.001-08:00

should i cut that haircut on the doll?

ohs we were a step away from shopping and buying at chanel, dior, gucci and having a platinum card in our wallet. and lotsa vip cards.

BUT WE DID THE "RIGHT" THING. and regretted it deep deep afterwards.

we were in the toilet and there was this wallet. i flipped it open and TADAH. A WHOLE FREAKING WAD OF HUNDRED DOLLAR BILLS. PLUS SOME TEN BUCKS.

MAIN THING IS: PLATINUM CITIBANK CREDIT CARD, VIP CARDS, PERSONAL STYLIST CARD, AND SHITLOADS OF AWESOME STUFF.

made me wonder at the different leagues ppl belonged to.

and i called the credit card co. who called the owner who called me and met me and got her wallet back.

i know, i know, i supposed to be typing "i did a good thing today. her gratitude made my heart warm and i oozed happiness afterwards"

BUT PLEASE. me and miki be eating subway sitting unglamly at the lido side looking tragic and sad. while thinking "WTH IF WE KEPT THE WALLET WE WILL BE SHOPPING AT GALLERIA AND BUYING DIOR CHANEL GUCCI DKNY!!! and eating at crystal jade, turning our noses down at the very salespeople who minutes before ignored us completely."

ARGH. I COULD BE CARRYING A GUCCI WALLET TO SCH! and that liverpool bag will be mine!

i be not feeling the love.

but the owner, who, annoyingly, happens to be young, in paris hilton shades, shawl wrapped around head, high heeled and well dressed and bimbotically voiced, insisted on a treat to dinner.

-_- which will be very awkward + i be vegetarian nothing much to eat. so i prob wun be going.

WHYS. WHYS. i be poor!!!

but my dad went on the whole karma lecture.

OHS THE HILARIOUS THING IS. I LOST MY WALLET AT MC CAFE JUST BEFORE THAT! then i went back to ask for it and got it back.

then we went toilet and picked up that wallet lol.

my wallet had : 6 bucks. and neoprints.

see the difference in leagues?!?!?!

HAHAHHAA. but my dad be making me feel less ARGHED.

2008-02-19T07:16:00.000-08:00

random pics i can finally post up! been stuck for weeks.

me and ade at random private toilet of some bar/restaurant @ sentosa, siloso!

@ siloso! suntannings.
after tanning! SHIAT NO DIFFERENCE

be on... i dunno when! we be going out too often! haha

me and miki's awesome neoprints

THE PPL I MISS AND DUN MEET UP WITH OFTEN ANYMORE!!!!

haha random topman shirt we tried on just for fun! i can indulge in my butch acting

miki comparing the diff

@ chingay! fireworks =) they're so awesome i spout firewords.

okays this be boring post because i am, for the first time since sch started, trying to mug.

but i be drinking from a cup.

okays. nvm.

2008-02-17T13:36:00.000-08:00

it's 0538 right now and i still can't fall asleep.

this be a very hard to blog post cost it be supposed to be secretive. so i shall blog in a code i devised 6 years ago.

ASLKJ SDLK UOIKL SLKJ FJKELALKJF IO JIOFM SI JIOSW EIO EJ AOIJFLNPE MFLK

ALKJSIFL SK

go figure =)

.................

okay fine that was gibberish.

i be tired, wanting to sleep, but can't reali sleep. i should get some lavender air freshener.

okays it be 7:27 and i'm still not slping, not going to.

bleed it out digging deeper just to throw it away

okays tt be not emoness. it's just that i'm listening to bleeditout now, and it's awesomeness just got to me again, like it always does.

haha okay i stopped bobbing to the song long enough to be saying this:

WTH DID I DO ON WEDNESDAY? according to my dear shroom buddeh's blog, i spouted random rhymes! and i was supposedly wasted?! but i be no remember anything!!!

oh a happier note, chingay with me dear beloved ade, and wallet shopping with miki which turned out to be a laptop cover acquistion trip and lotsa other nonsense shopping. miki be my sunday buddeh! i be seeing many many awesome stuff that i be going to buy.

ohs and my laptop cover be awesome! it has... awesome words. i shall upload a pic of it soon

see? no extra "S"es!!! i be improving deep deep wide wide many many!

okays i be trying one last times to see. OH SHIT. i mean. one last time. to see if the pictures can be uploaded. if it doesn't upload, i be going to sue ntu wireless' wire off!

but it be no wire! oh nos!

anw. tt was reali fun =) thanks.

2008-02-12T10:54:00.001-08:00

i be emo hero.

i be guitar goddess til i killed the disc.

my bro gave me one week before i spoilt the disc/guitar.

i exceeded his wildest expectations and killed it in a day.

i be EOC. emo one corner.

2008-02-10T08:43:00.000-08:00

This was taken downstairs of a HDB when going bai nian! haha it be cutes cos it be mushrooms. pinxiu i know u'll love it! RABBITS!

an awesomely cute boy @ my relative's place. he hugs ppl alot!

then at gramma house... me with my lovely cousins! let's go out again soon! rae take care in camp!on the car with my bro, forming the classic "Hue" with our fingers. he's off in australia now! tc and presents pls!

then bai nianing at sj's awesome mush-room, at her awesome mushouse. had awesome baileys with mint choc, baileys with irish cream, courtesy of SJ and Miki.

i be loving u long times!

shrooms present were me miki sj meisee yl cammie lyon

that be welyon with her melody toy as his head. when he got drunk, he was redder than that.

SJ's awesome bedsheet!
her ayumi hamasaki poster

LOL

GUITAR HEROING @ her room!
lyon drunk! (on half a cup of baileys HAHAHAHHA)
me and miki, the ultimate camwhores. =)

OH. WHY THE PICTURES BECOME SO TINY!!miki me yl
haha and this is currently my laptop wallpaper!! the awesome shroom girls. COME MEISEE WE RECRUIT U

OH and the pics became tiny again! WHYS. anyway miki and me AGAIN!

me miki sj
THE COUPLE! (LEGAL)
me and SJ! toasting with baileys with mint choc! AWESOMES

2008-02-09T06:37:00.000-08:00

........................... =( wth did i do.

2008-02-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

okays it be cool to blog emolly. (read: emo-lly)

so i shall be emo_sad_suicidal_ger_88@ hotmail

know why it be hotmail??? cos hotmail has hot males!!!

HAHHAHAHHA

-_-

anyway, i can't decide on an emo title. so i shall not have a title

gotta summon my emoness!!!!!!!! HOIYA

why is life so confusing? it seems like that one day and the next, it's not. okay it may have been my lack of enthusiasm, but this is seriously screwing my brain. And i don't even know what i want. or feel. when there's lil of it, i miss it. when there's alot, i backoff.

OH THAT BE SOUNDING WRONG. nos. it be not what u think.

AHHH CANNOT. i cannot be emoblogging bout something i dun even know i am emo about.

must find topic to be emo about.

but emo writers seem to be able to be emo without a particular topic in mind, just vague and emo-in-general.

OHS. nvm. i shall stick to .....blogging.

anyways, i be happy! earned 260 today! while my bro earned 3000+ wtf.

cos he be going australia to study on mon!!!! =(=(=(

i will be missing him! but nvm. can play maple with him. if he can access maplesea from there.

wa lao eh i reali hate _________. they be annoying!!! omg. so suay to meet up with a whole bunch of them today. SUAY SUAY SUAY. but since it be new year, i shall not say suay. i shall say...slightly not to my liking.

WHY. I AM VERY PREJUDICED AGAINST __________. THEY TALK DAMN LOUD AND THEY BE WHINY AND... i'm just a mean bitch la. LUCKY THEY NV COME BAI NIAN. unreasonable kinda dislike, and i can't exactly explain why. hahahhaa. next time ex-ex shall mean exactly explain. oh it be not racism. the _____ is not about races, don't anyone misunderstand. i beloving mats long time!!! =) cute ones at least.

ohs it's a chore to be visiting during cny, but the perk is the angbao la. so i shall treat this as a part time job. about 3-4 hours a day for a daily pay of 200+. and suddenly visiting seems so much better.

2008-02-06T07:32:00.000-08:00

OHS. i be....pwned.

finally saw xyz todays! after the long long draught that came after i saw the ewww yucks sick puke scene. OH I BE RAMBLING.

but he be changed! he actually got an ang gu tang!!! asin those awesome china wu xia shows where half the hair be tied up. except his was REALI UP. as in the baby's kind. my jaws came loose la. and ppl be thinking i mad. what happened to awesome spiky hair?

managed to stutter a hi and all. and the moment i alighted i was all "OHMYYGOD WTH?! WHYYYYY!! WHY THE HAIR!"

okays. but he still be awesomes. minus the hair. which will be gone soon. NS can actually be a fashion rescue!

heard a rumour today! tt made me go hmmmmmmmmmokaaaaaaay.

i be bored la. shall be emogirl88. OHS but no! gotta post up the lyrics of my all time fav love song ever! and it be not made about a sandwich. IT'S BEAUTIFUL. and...awesomes! and...awesomes!

I'll Be There For You
I guess this time youre really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love is suicide
You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now youre swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you wont save me anymore
Im praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl!

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words cant say what love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I cant buy back yesterday
And baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your ValentineI
l'l be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words cant say what love can do
I'll be there for you

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didnt mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I wanna be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words cant say what love can do
I'll be there for you

THE LYRICS OWN!!! they're like the aweshroomest lyrics EVER. if only bands nowadays can write like that :'(

another great song: Hey Juliet. but since i'm not Juliet, i shall not be posting the lyrics.

OHS AND A HAPPY NOTES! i saws FOFO the FRIENDLY ONE at Pacific Coffee T1!!!!

coffee kills my future

2008-02-05T09:43:00.000-08:00

this be random emo blog cos i needed to rant shall just sign in blog sign out close window so it be not wasting time it be help me recover my peace of mind.

i will never drink coffee to mug again.

cos i did, and yet my brain is still fuzzy wuzzy. so i tried to sleep, but tadah! the coffee works and i can't. i be lying and tossing and turning, unable to get my precious power nap.

so i go back to studying, but guess what! i be still fuzzy wuzzys.

it's 1:47 am now, quiz at 830, and i'm still at folder 1, page 14.

and there be 100 over pages altogether.

LALALALALA. so sad. my dream life be over cos of this.

fail this quiz, affect gpa, unable to grad with 1st class honours or 2nd upper, can't get a good job, can't be air stewardess cos apparently they be loving awesome degree holders, can't work, can't pay rent, can't buy food, be dying by the roadside with a paper-folded box (i never can understand how ppl afford to get tin bowls if they be starving and needing ppl to donate) waiting for donations.

OHS. all because i was too busy msning, subwaying, movie watching.

it's the butterfly effect ='(

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okays i just be editing this entry now at 4:58. guess wad! yays, still at interviewing despite my "speed reading"

and why am i typing this? cos i think i'm going mad.

like literally. i'm not gonna mug anymore, but neither am i going to sleep.

cos i sense THE dream coming. the freaking dream i often have that i absolutelys hate, dread, whatever it be called.

when i'm really tired and stressed, as in those i'm rushing 2 assignments weight 50% each from scratch to be ready in 4 hours kinda stress (okay i b exagerrating but u get the picture?!), and i start to fall asleep, i start to b paranoid. cos i'm deathly afraid of "those things" so i start to get really paranoid and scared and like i'm feeling now. so i be start to be so paranoid that...

I SHALL BE COHERENT.

i will start to feel/imagine that my arm or some limb is feeling number ( as in numb-er, not 12345 number), then i'll be scared and think "oh shit THE dream is gonna happen like it or not"

first few times the dream happened, i'll try reali reali hard to wake myself from it, or to stop it from happening. but no matter how desperately i tried, it happens.

the dream being the one where i feel suffocated, and no part of my body is able to move no matter how hard i be forcing myself to move. i'll be screaming and screaming for help and there'll be no one coming OR some stupid scene will be there for eg., in one of the 1st few dreams, : i was screaming for help while being unable to move and suddenly i was free and i ran to my dad's room and asked him to save me. (a bit late) and he be drinking tigerbeer and drunk and laughing at me and asking me to "zou kai la. bu yao fan" OHS. tt be sad. then suddenly i'll be back in my room being unable to move and gasping for breath.

i say the scene is stupid cos my dad dun even drink tiger beer. he be drinking awesome ABC.

THE dream is freaking horrible. always so helpless, terrified, screaming for help that (a) never comes (b) seems to come but is snatched away and POOF back to being unable to move.

and the thing is, everytime i' above to have THE dream, i sense it. like suddenly my arm or something, actually just my arm, i think, goes numb, i be trying to unnumb it mentally, fighting against having the dream, thinking, i'm bigger than the dream, my willpower is way awesomerer than THE dream. i will NOT have the dream. i will be thinking of awesomer stuff, happy lalala stuff.

but no matter how fiercely i wish the freaking dream will still happen. and i will wake up feeling defeated drained and deriffied. i say derrified cos i be looking for triple alliteration to emphasise my point.

anyway, my point is, i am able to sense THE dream coming, and since i am always unable to stop it happening and i shit hate it, i be going to do the only thing i can do: I BE NOT SLEEPING.

so anyway, end of rambling. i be youtubing or something. or stare blankly at the interview folder page 6 trying to make sense out of nonsense.

if nonsense's adjective be nonsensical, does that make sense's adjective be sensical?

2008-02-03T06:00:00.000-08:00

OHS! i'm damn tired. just got back from shopping!!!!!! with jia and janet. it was fun!!! bought damn alot of things and i've a new fave shop!

sorry RED2, but u're passe. i be loving PUREMILK!! bought 2 tops from there, and i stil wanna buy more!

ppl, if u wanna buy puremilk stuff, go to the fareast outlet! got damn sweet girls with super good attitude!!!! actually i was about to buy only one, but cos the girl was uber nice and patient, plus she kept smiling and even though we kept spouting nonsense, laughing, and being fickle minded, she still kept a smile on and was very friendly!

plus her fren too! so i just bought both tops i wanted. and i'm a happy girl!

ohs and another shop had awesome dresses but a*hole salesgirl. when i went with peixun and lien ytd, we got turned off by her and din buy.

the thing is, the two shops are like facing each other!!! hahaha. so different las.

so next time, if u get a business, get awesome salesgirls.

anws, i be paying for shopping again soon! online ones.

and i be stoning. nights ppls.

2008-02-02T00:41:00.000-08:00

oh nos. i knows i be saying this befores.

butto, i'm gonna repeato it agains.

I WANNA WATCH ETERNAL SUNSHINE AGAINS!!!

whys is againo called againo?

nosbody knows?

WHYS WHYS WHYS

do u gain somethings when u do it again?

issit a gain?

again asides, I HAIL SJ'S ARTISTIC TALENTS. THIS BE HER MASTERPIECEO. her MUSHERPIECEO.

yays! joins the SOS!! ok, i REALI REALI WANNO TO WATCHOS THE ETERNAL SUNSHINES AGAINS.

2008-02-01T09:57:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAS.

THE WKW SCHOOL OF MASS MUSHROOMS! U IS JOININGS US!!!

ohs.. i thinks my fellow mushrooms and mes are gonna be faillings englishes.

there's the HK accent trend thing goings around. and it's driving me off my mushroom.

and then there's the plurals things. the "S" things. which is addictives.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA NOLINK BUT I BE LAUGHING MY MUSHROOMS OFF AT THE AIRPORTS.

anw, n there be the "be" in phrases.

like i be doing work nows.

OHS.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAMUSHROOMS

2008-01-31T09:20:00.000-08:00

okay ppl please changes ur nicks. i am so paisehs.

i made some random comments about shifty eyes when i was drunk and now they're quoting me APA style in their nicks!

U GUYS MAY RUIN MY FUTURE! wad if my future boss or husband is ur msn fren. and becaue they see ur nick they thinks i bimbos.

then fate will change n i no marrys and no jobs!

now i noe whys i no times.

time is like cleavage. if u squeeze, there's sure to be some

2008-01-31T08:12:00.000-08:00

okays! i am happy!!! i have like, the next 13 years of my life mapped out.

firstlys, i can hopefully graduate with first class honours 3 years + later.

then, i'm gonna work as an air stewardess for 4 years! it'll be like, an extended luxurious paid vacation.

while working as an airstewardess, i shall buy stuff like mango, zara etc from their original countries so they're uber cheap, then sell in sg on my online shop!

after 4 years, i will get 40k bonus, and then i shall use the money to fund more online shopping stuff, or maybe some other things.

then i shall work as CLEO fashion writer. and post that on my online shop. so ppl will go "OOOOO. she's a cleo fashion writer! she's gotta have taste man! i so NEED to get some of her shop's stuff!"

so i shall work as magazine writer, as well as online shop owner after i have ended my wondrous airstewardess career!

so now, all i gotta worry about in my life is :

WHAT DO I DO AFTER I'M LIKE 30!

by then lil girls won't want to buy frmo my shop cos is lao aunty one!

then i can't be airstewardess at that age.

and maybe i'll be like editor of some magazine.

but i can't fund my life at that age with like some mere 3000 income!!!

i mean, i'll need a house, car, etc.

OH NOS.

must start to plans.

2008-01-29T12:01:00.000-08:00

haha a part of this is SO TRUE

You Are a Classic Martini

You area sophisticated drinker, who knows that simple quality is over-rated.
You're a knowledgeable drunk, but sometimes you're a know-it-all when you're blasted.

You should never: Drink and gossip. You tend to forget who's standing right behind you!

Your ideal party: Has a real bartender. But no one mixes a better drink than you.

Your drinking soulmates: those with a Chocolate Martini personality

Your drinking rivals: those with a Margarita Martini personality

What Flavor Martini Are You?

2008-01-29T07:15:00.001-08:00

it's none of my business. it's none of my business. it's none of my business. i'm not going to get involved. i'm not going to get involved. i'm not going to get involved.

i shall chant that ten million times.

on a totally different note, i wonder what happened. funny how hearing one person's version of things can get u feeling one way, on one side, then hearing another side can totally change ur side and ur perspective. depends on who u trust more i guess.

i've heard two versions. about somestuff. <---these two sentences are about totally unrelated things, totally unrelated people--->u've heard two versions. concerning yours truly. guess whoever misplaces the trust isn't worth it.

to a dear dear friend of mine: don't worry u know u'll have me whenever u need me!!! CHEER UP and welcome the the exhilarating, joyous life of singlehood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHHA. ogle at cute guys all u want!!!

laptop spoilt

2008-01-26T01:04:00.000-08:00

OMG WHY!!!!

after i did my stupid com202. i shut down my laptop and closed it before it finished shutting down. when i opened it, it was still shutting down, and there were prompts i didn't understand and i just clicked ok. and it shut down.

AND IT COULDN'T SWITCH ON AGAIN.

OMG I WANNA DIE! i spent like 7 FREAKING HOURS doing the article and i pulled out like shitloads of hair while doing it.

AND IT DIED ON ME.

WTH WTH WTH WTH.

2008-01-25T13:34:00.000-08:00

yays. i did a rough essay for the stupid com202 assignment. how the hell are we suppose to critique some awesome professor's work, which is widely praised by critics with way more education and exp than we do?

this sem's courses kills.

theARENA kicks ass

2008-01-24T01:09:00.000-08:00

hahah the first few pics taken by my new awesome phone. k770i!!!! MUACCKSS

my gorgeous mum
hahaha my shuai dad
OKAYSS. finally back to my room, but all of a sudden, from just now til now, i just lost the snooze mood.

which is weird, considering i slp 3hours after clubbing b4 going for lecture. and lotsa crapping at jessie's with px b4 tutorial.

and i'm not tired all of a sudden!! despite dozing off during tut. hmmm. maybe it's just lessons.

went zouk, and peixun's senior got us into member's bar. where we had free shots! drank lotsa sex on the beach and apple wadeva. LOVED the apple wadeva! and the sex on the beach was pretty good too. as in the drink.

then we went velvet with her senior and his frens, who very coincidentally all happened to be from dhs. most at least. there was grace, whom i sort rem, kenneth whom i have no impression of, and her senior la. and US!

got treated to wine at velvet, and the mood was pretty good. those chillout kind. but we were bored so we left them and cabbed to theARENA, which, btw, is my new fav club.

the atmosphere is cosy at corners, and there's a small dance floor beneath the stage, and a live band plays awesome music like linkin park, rihanna, RHCP etc at intervals. and everyone just goes crazy downstage to their music. lotsa space too! cos ppl tend to just stand at the tables and either cheer for the band or drink.

PLUS omg there's freeflow lychee martini!!! v strong and tasty ones too =)

so, well, glad we had lotsa free drinks. =)

and i can't say how happy i was to see you WOO PEIXUN. still got mo qi la!!! love how we can get high and crazy tgt =) and crash/stone the next day -.-

can see the difference as the night goes on. slowly evolving LOL

fresh on the mrt!

'fresh in the club =)

in arena i think

free lychee martinis!

half dead =X
ok now i shall morph into muggerlian.

202 castells here i come!

2008-01-22T04:09:00.000-08:00

ahhhh. should i get a tattoo?

i want a tattoo of a fairy with purple butterfly wings and turquoise eyes at the small of my back. on the right. a small one.

but should i???

argh. decisions.

2008-01-20T08:46:00.001-08:00

ohs. and now i've got a fucking virus.

2008-01-20T07:09:00.000-08:00

i'm dying!

freaking COM208. if only i can S/U it. the assignment, the FIRST assignment of this term for this module is to freaking evaluate 3 journals on communication, one by professionals et cetera, each about 900 pages long, including evaluating the publisher's authencity, the authors' style of research, biasness, underlying assumptions, clarity etc.

HOW CAN I DO ALL THOSE WHEN I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT!

and. APA STYLE CITATION. that just kills me. i absolutely abhor that. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO CITATE APA STYLE.

and i only found out about this assignment today, the day before submission tml morning, at like 1pm when i was windsurfing.

so i started at like, 7/8 pm, and til now, i haven't even finished reading one ARTICLE, much less one JOURNAL, much less done the evaluation.

i'm hope to read just enough for me to crap out some crap. and to bullshit my way through. intelligent bullshit that is. PLUS deal with APA citation.

i need a miracle or something.

2008-01-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

yays! got my sony ericsson k770i! BUT. not purple. OH MY HEART! it lies broken and bleeding....

ah wadeva. but thanks ade! for saving me some 138 bucks by telling me about the promotion!!! MUUUACCKS. cya tml. tho u may ps the poor lil spare tyre me if ur bf calls and....sigh. it's ok.

tml's windsurfing!!! awesomes. hope i wake up early.

and tt was one hell of a drinkingn session. AWW MANS. i suck at drinking now. not even ten cups and i'm gone :'( i shall not mention the embarrassment suffered.

clubbing w peixun on wed!!! yays! I MISSED U SO MUCH MY DEAR GIRL!!!! =)

aws. sch's fun. but hols better.

2008-01-14T05:41:00.000-08:00

yay!! pics from class outing! hazel's treat for the whole class with her airstewardess pay!

ok very very VERY outdated, but at least i'm finally posting pics up again! lost interest in pictures since i got this cheenapok phone.

haven't been camwhoring for long, and i realised my friendster more or less died off after i got hooked to facebook.

but facebook is getting a little too much to handle. 300+ requests, and all pretty much nonsensical, lots of info, updates, newsfeeds, etc.

shall go revive my friendster!

and this is from clubbing. YES CLUBBING with ADE!!!

haha i was so so shocked when she said she wanna club la. =)

zhong se zing you lor =D

anw thanks hazel for the v v generous treat!!! it was a great meal. u're becoming more and more gorgeous!

and thanks beryl for the dessert.

anyone has the pics with the whole class?

2007-12-27T10:19:00.000-08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm so happy!! i got an overall B!!!

phewwwwwwwwwwww. i thought i was screwed la. preparing for 2+ GPA.

PHEWWWWWWW.

when i saw the results i thought i was dreaming.

like wth yea! must be see wrong stuff, need to scroll down more. then i realised.. YAY!!! i passed!!

3B+ 3B-. evens out to B!!!

wa siao heng.

i won't take such a silly risk next sem again. i will mug my ass off.

=D

=D

=D

airport here i come!!!

2007-12-26T12:16:00.000-08:00

i'm BOOMS. bored out of my skull.

maplestory is getting addictive.

=)

2007-12-20T13:05:00.000-08:00

i'm back!!

and my dad said jap guys are se mos (lechers)... =(

they're rated most lecherous in the world!

oh no... maybe beneath his aura of gentlemanliness, care, gentleness, sweetness, cuteness, coolness, reliability.... etc, u get the pic, OGURI SHUN MAY BE A SE MO!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

:(:(:(:(:(

and and and... they're sexist!!!! WTH???? reali meh. oguri exception please..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tagboard!

2007-12-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

i've got a new tagboard!!

and i'm so happy now!!!!

i watched enchanted and it has served to reinforce my belief that i can find a one true love!!!

in other words, i'm starting a 6-year plan to marry oguri shun!!

in 4 yrs, i'll be in japan

in the 5th yr, i'd be famous, and meet oguri shun.

in the 6th year, wedding bells!!

so i shall major in broadcasting, and i shall take jap modules.

sumimasen, my friends! watashiwa will be leaving for nippon!!!

honto gomen, my parents, dun miss me!!!

MUAHAHHA. moshi moshi, oguri shun!!

oguri shun : the one

2007-12-11T11:23:00.000-08:00

yay!! i've found a new goal in life. thus new blog, new beginning.

i'm no longer lost.

i've decided.

i wanna be an actress!

i wanna learn japanese!

i wanna migrate to japan!!

and...

MARRY OGURI SHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*faints from overwhelming love*

oguri, gimme 4 yrs!! wait for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

girls, dun watch hana yori dango or gokusen!! dun fall in love with him!! stay away!!

HE'S MINE!!!!!!!!!!! single, available, and a gentleman in real life too..

sighhhhhhh

japan, oguri, here i come!!